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Sam Winchester Appreciation Week 2025: Day Four - favorite sam dynamics
I don’t know if I can move on. You know, I can’t forget about any of them. Dean, I still think about Jessica. I can’t just let that go...What I’m saying is that I don’t feel free. What we’ve done, what we’ve lost, right now, that is what I’m feeling, and sometimes it’s like I can’t even breathe. But maybe tomorrow. You know, maybe I’ll feel better in the morning.
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#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#spnedit#supernaturaledit#samwinchesteredit#spnsamwinchester#samweek2025#*#i've had a cold for the last couple days and it's been worse today so sorry im delaying on posting/rbing for samweek
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ocd is so ??? like yeah i’m really stressed and it’s ruining my ability to function. what am i stressed about? oh i can’t tell you because that’ll make it ten times worse
#i’m a big advocate for open conversations about mental health#unfortunately i have one of the few ones where it makes it worse to talk about it#sometimes it helps but it’s not worth the risk frankly#i’m finally trying to get better though and have ignored or delayed a lot of my compulsions for the past 6 hours#and i’m talking like. upwards of 100 compulsions#now i am So tired but hey at least i dont feel like im gonna throw up from anxiety#actually ocd
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writing crabs: Okay! The new fic is ready! Let's post it now before we lose our motivation!
marketing crabs: yknowww, an image will make it more eye-catching
writing crabs: What are you doing here? We don't work in marketing anymore!
art crabs: image? :3c
writing crabs: No.
art crab: draw? :3c
writing crabs: No!
art crabs: drawing!! >:3c
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well
look forward to seeing these goobers:

not today, like i originally planned
but soon
#Have You Eaten? AU#Sun Have You Eaten? AU#Eclipse Have You Eaten? AU#Moon Have You Eaten? AU#crab art#digital art#bright colours#so i have this thing right where i have like a timespan i need to post a drawing or fic#otherwise i will lose motivation to post it#hence why i have drafts of art i never posted#because they have past the arbitrary expiration date in my brain#i also have this thing#where every bit of job experience i've accumulated will intrude on the peaceful enjoyment of my hobbies#sometimes for better#sometimes for worse#here i am trying to post a fic without any pressure#and in comes the stray bit of knowledge that tells me “an image will make the post more eye-catching and increase engagement”#fortunately i am not drawing out of pressure#i'm drawing for fun#just a little peeved to delay posting the fic
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4. I can't belive you lost him
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#sorry for the delay!#for better or worse I am not dead#Collection Incomplete au#the owl house#owl house#the owl house comic#toh fanart#owlhouse fanart#the collector#toh collector#papa titan#titan trappers#titans toh#toh archivists#the archivists#toh collectors#toh the archivists#c:i Fovea#c:i Maxilla#c:i Major#regulart
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Bits and pieces of the still incredibly written backstory of Elden Ring continue to poke out from the dogwater, as it were.

St. Trina, as we learn, was a specific aspect of Miquella that was made separate: In Miquella's words, St Trina was the embodiment of his 'love.' And when he abandoned St Trina, he abandoned that aspect of himself that made her.
This newly introduced example reveals to us what the nature of Radagon's exactly was, in turn.

Radagon, the 'other half' of Marika in the exact same way that St Trina had been for Miquella, we learn here, had *himself* been a specific singular aspect of Marika's emotions or feelings.
With St Trina having been made out of Miquella's 'love.'
You wonder, too, what Radagon should have been made from.
What aspect of herself did Marika separate into her second person, as called by her the "Loyal Dog of the Golden Order"? We know Radagon was created prior to the creation of the Golden Order itself, since he was involved in the invasion of Liurnia.
So at the same time as Marika was married to Godfrey, begetting Godwyn and Mogh and Morgott. Radagon was married to Renalla, begetting Rykard and Radahn and raising the potential successor of Marika--the Empyrean Ranni. He was given a massive amount of responsibility, the seeming crux of the Liurnian-Leyndell alliance that ended the Liurnian Wars that Marika's empire was losing, and he by every account was completely dedicated and successful; even weakening the strength of the Carian royal family by reducing their practicing of astrology.
All yet, when push came to shove: After Godwyn was assassinated and Marika sought to destroy the Elden Ring. It was Radagon who dropped everything he had and stepped in to stop her.
"Proudly" as his Golden Order Greatsword says,
Radagon divorced his first wife, married his 'original self,' begettedthe Twin Prodigies Miquella and Malenia as two more potential successors to Queen Marika, set up the brutal inquisition and censorship of the Age of Radagon headed by his own son Rykard, and was even involved with the very the development of Golden Order fundamentalism!
Radagon did so much fucking stuff! He was so damn proactive! So what exactly must he have been!?
That Marika initially separated from herself? And who went on to try and stop her very own plans when they turned against the wishes of the Greater Will??
This conflicting 'half' of her original person! That nonetheless was all this strongly willed on his own!?
What part of Marika COULD Radagon have originally been!?!?!?
And it's awesome. It's really really well-designed writing.
Frankly, even, it's genius. It's not anything revolutionary in terms of narrative devices or anything like that, but it's really elegant. It's really meaningful and concise, and it's really cool!!!
A lot of Elden Ring's base game is, or now maybe--was. (It having been the basis of my entire show on YouTube.)
But the actual story, instead of solely the backstory, of the DLC, unfortunately, is not!
You ever seen a boss item whose entire description was literally entirely the game just fucking QUOTING ITSELF?
Hyetta at Frenzied Flame Proscription: "Become their lord. Take their torment, despair. Their affliction. Every sin, every curse. And melt it all away. As the Lord of Chaos."
Ghost outside Church of Inhibition in Liurnia: "Ahh, Lord Vyke, it seems that you were no lord, after all."
Midras's Flame of Frenzy, from killing Midras, Lord of Frenzied Flame:
Or! Better yet, ANOTHER boss spell, whose entire description is dedicated to literally just acknowledging its fucking colour!!
Land of Shadows, from killing the Scadutree Avatar:
I definitely sure wish I still hadn't!!
In fact, I don't think the level of vacuousness from Shadow of the Erdtree's descriptions has ever been seen before!
Not even in Dark Souls 3!!
AUGH
#tlgtw ooc#erwset#elden ring#elden ring lore#shadow of the erdtree spoilers#shadow of the erdtree#queen marika#radagon of the golden order#miquella the unalloyed#st trina#Outright actually literally 0 meaningful information provided in either of these two items#each of them the 1 out of only 2 rewards available for beating a major boss.#these are also just two of the worse examples of some of the most meaningless fucking item description I've literally ever read#I could not fucking believe it when I finally beat these bosses at the very end of the DLC's completion. And that that was it.#Heck on earth#Why couldn't they have just delayed it
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Day 3 : fashion Jackalope & dungeon rabbit
"Who are you to Chilchuck Tims?" Smiling softly: "I’m his best friend, his confidante… His silly rabbit." "His… silly rabbit?" "Yes." "Does he call you that?" "No."
I spent way too long rendering this. Coloring Chilchuck’s hair is like painting an autumn landscape and I appreciate that
I love love love brown hares and jackalopes being a Chilchuck thing. Why jackalope specifically it’s more complex bc it’s also tied to my indulgent cultural hc for him but if you want to you can dig through this post, for when I talk about why rabbits are so good for him & them. Though now I also associate Rabbit Hole by Deco*27 with them… In my mind they alternate as Miku in that popular animation mv for it, equality for all… Also Zombies but that’s for another day. Also Fashion by Lady Gaga. Also-
They are both flat asses to me. In my heart of hearts
#Dungeon meshi#i saw 1 fanart of Chil in a bunny suit and couldn’t not. Fandom consensus seems to be that chil fans want to see him in one#But marcille fans really don’t want to see her in one soooo#Chilchuck tims#marchil#marchil march 2024#Sorry for keeping being delayed my hubris keeps telling me I’ll be able to post 2 in one day and then failing#I also wanted to do modern au prompt but all my doodles for that one will get posted some other time… Also Chil loves goths send tweet#Shit i forgot#cw#Suggestive#cw suggestive#cw bunny suits???#I’ve seen worse with no community label it’s fine right#Leaving it up to viewer interpretation wether her arm is censoring anything or not#As always i struggle with getting Marcille down right sigh#rabbit marchil
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April 26, 2015: Dan and Phil host a joint liveshow where they discuss their Japan trip, get a call from Louise, and announce that they're heading to NYC in a couple days for a YouTube thing! 🇯🇵📞🗽
#phan#dan and phil#y:2015#via:younow#10yearsofdnp#i would say they're absolutely insane for agreeing to two trips within a week of each other#but i took 2 separate trips from chicago to nyc within 2 weeks of each other last year sooooo!#theirs is much worse since they had jet lag both ways though#i just had to deal with my flight being delayed for 3 hours and missing the broadway show i had tickets for#and having to spend $200 on a ticket for the next day#because I WAS NOT ABOUT TO MISS MY ONE AND ONLY CHANCE TO SEE KIT CONNOR LIVE AND IN PERSON#anyway it was worth it a thousand times over :)#also y'all... it's about to be 10 years of a certain special sponsor very soon and i am SO EXCITED#stay tuned for that in about a week!#Youtube
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You know you've truly lost whatever tenuous grasp you had on sanity when you comfort yourself during your six hour layover in the Toronto airport with the knowledge that the iwtv cast will soon walk the same halls....
#im on my second layover now and my third flight is delayed and this airport is Worse#iwtv#interview with the vampire
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#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#space camp wellness#nick sturniolo gif#sturnioloedit#nsturnioloedit#nicksturnioloedit#worse than nicotine#insistent pretext#i have a very gentle psd on this hopefully it looks fine#a whole gif set because i was obsessed with the first clip of him in the glasses? maybe so#also so sorry if you reblogged the earlier version where the frame delay was too slow like it looked fine but it was bugging me
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Do you think it's possible that we can dream of something that might happen and then it happens in real life?
—I SAW YOU IN MY DREAM · เธอ ฉัน ฝัน เรา · 24 July 2024
#i saw you in my dream#i saw you in my dreams the series#putter phubase#ryu ingkarat#yu x ai#isyimdedit#thai bl#upcoming bl#thai drama#bl drama#bl series#flashing cw#turns out i can't stream but i can download and upload with interruptions#so giffing should be possible with a delay#(unless the router gets worse 🤞)#anyway i'm so excited for this#putter my beloved#and one of my mutuals was excited for ryu i think?#that's 2 of us already loving this show 🤣#by pharawee
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Bojan is avoiding going home because he knows he'll get real spanked by Kris hahahaha
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I hope the Arthur Lester postal service is better than Royal Mail because jesus fuck
#is this moisthur??#arthur lester malevolent#malevolent#malevolent pod#arthur lester#malevolent 49#malevolent ep 49#malevolent spoilers#im so serious#possibly worse than gwr#i say as the train im currently on is delayed#fml#arthur maxxing rn
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#I feel like I’m forgetting how to be alive#I’m sorry for being this much of a downer really#but like I feel like I’m just objectively in a worse place#than I was five years ago#and everything I could have done wrong#I have#and the grief of it just is dragging me down#and I’m gonna drown eventually#so like what’s even the fucking point of delaying the inevitable?#sorry please ignore this I’m just crazy
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very seldom do i revise my opinion of a book upward over time after i read it but relatively often i end up revising my opinion of a book downward
#this is not including rereads to be clear#more about my delayed reaction to books#and the way that sometimes i read a book and a few days after i finish will be like 'actually that was better than i thought it was'#but far more often i will end up like 'actually that was worse than i thought it was'#sometimes i read things#important text posts
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I feel so itchy and skin crawly looking at this picture

Like that is Eddie covered in bees (shudder) I’m assuming during the call at the perfume launch thingy where we’ve seen him running with his bee net on!
It’s also making my brain itch!!
#Eddie covered in bees like that is making me itchy#but also - the metaphor is not lost on me#actually there are several metaphors#the idea of being covered in bees and thus being stung repeatedly - much like Eddie has been stung repeatedly by life#the idea that bees only sting when under threat - Eddie blowing up his life could be seen as him stinging because he feels under threat#in part because of his familbut mostly from himself - his subconscious is fighting against him - related to his dawning queer awakening#plus there is also the fact that the reaction to being stung is a delayed one - yes you might feel the initial sting#but the reaction develops over time as the body reacts and tries to expel or neutralise the bee venom#this is a massive metaphor for Eddie - the delayed reactions he’s had to many things in his life but in particular to buck coming out as bi#he felt the initial sting but claimed it wouldn’t change anything only now he’s reacting to that sting - the swelling and pain is happening#and that will lead to recovery - it all plays into the queer Eddie narrative very nicely#because when you get stung by a bee you think it won’t be that bad - but it’s always worse and more itchy than you think#I’m not being remotely coherent about this at all#I might come back to it tomorrow!#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#911 abc#bee theory
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it's really just gonna be a cry every day kinda week
#the delay makes it worse in a way. Knowing that it's all leading up to friday#everything is just a distraction from the inevitable. when I inevitably dwell on it I'm stuck wondering if this really is the right choice#I can't tell if it's getting easier or not but I know that no matter how much I settle my peace by Friday it's all going to be undone#between giving her the sedative watching it take effect and then everything that comes after
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